I love words.
I like writing reviews on words.
So I decided to write on feelings. Because I have so many of them. I was reading in a magazine Wednesday while waiting in the doctors office to have stitches out and to hear the GOOD NEWS of no cancers, YEAH, and WHEW. And I had this flood of FEELINGS come over me.
Feelings of Gratitude--- capitol necessary--- and feelings of HAPPY --- ALL CAPS NECESSARY. Because I am feeling happier than I have in a long time.
Yes, maybe it is a medically induced happiness, but never the less, it is happy.
And I realized how much control I have over my feelings.
I can feel jealous,
I can feel attitude,
I can feel indifferent,
I can feel hope,
and top of the world,
and ridiculous laughing at myself
and rolling in pleasure,
all these feelings,
at the drop of a second.
And it all has to do with my id; My personal inner desire to feel something.
But what I am most thankful for is that I CAN FEEL. I can have feelings, and whether easy or difficult, I FEEL SOMETHING. That is more important than the actual feeling.
So, today I am so thankful to have feelings. I am thankful to be mellowing out. And I am happy to have so many amazing people to share these FEELINGS with.
Thanks for reading, and for being a part of why I am feeling the way that I am.